A small dedication poem &a few pics to my bf ryan gross,who passed on dec.16.2mths.to this day.God had I known we would only have a short time,6mths,I would of spent every waking second and photo with him,for him..I miss him dearly..The death of a loved one is so surreal and so damn difficult Me &Ryan met while I was on vacation with my folks.The Hamptons,in Florida .I had to return home,but we kept a long distance relationship online!.Him in Fla.and me in Ohio...Everyday he told me he loved me &we had plans to move in together after the new year .I was so in love &blessed.,so to those who want to tell me About me and Ryan's relAtionship, you know nothing of our relationship!You were never around us .Life is hard enuff right now..!Thank God We both have Jesus and are saved! WE both have the promise of heaven and to see one another again.That is the only hope I have to hold onto..He was my soulmate,The best guy I ever knew ..and a love that can never be replaced...He was only 38 at his passing ,which was unexpected and shocking to all who loved him and knew him..He has forever changed my life and his death has let me know life's to short to not love everyone to max capacity .After all our fate is pre-written..Once a man to die,then the judgment.....Thnx 4 watching..Im a noob at video making ...I need a teacher desperately!!!!...Love you all...God Bless! PS .SO SRY I STINK AT EDITING ,MAINLY BECAUSE I WAS NEVER TAUGHT COMPUTER EDITING.ALL WE HAD IN HIGH SCHOOL WAS A COMMODORE 64 ...LOL .YEA THAT'S HOW OLD I AM...awww like a fine wine matures so do women..well most..k caio God Bless and for all who have lost a loved one too...You are not alone in the terrible void this has on someone...
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