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MGTOW Need Hobbies
MGTOW Need Hobbies?


MGTOW Mystery Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLrV2aVA3Ac&feature=youtu.be


Hi Everyone Sandman Here,

This video is brought to you by a donation from Mr. Anonymous and here's what he has to say: "Hi Sandman, Thanks for your videos, this isn't really a specific question, it's more of a debrief on my life so far, and a call for comment on how I can break out of my rut and get to the next level. When you said that a woman will never love a man the way that he loves her it was very profound and I believe you are right. But now that I've come to terms with it I still want a girlfriend as a socially acceptable outlet for my own feelings of love. I didn't really care about love or women that much as a teenager until I was about 22 when I met a girl who led me on. At the time I felt so fantastic that a pretty girl liked me, that I've literally spent the last 6 years chasing that dragon, and found myself repeating the same negative experience with other girls. Now I'm almost 28 with no relationship experience. I struggle to form close friendships with men as well, so I've come to feel quite isolated. I have autistic traits but I learned the social skills and now I can go out, but it seems like there is always something I do wrong to disqualify myself. If I am looking good and acting cool, then it turns out I smell bad that day. If I smell good, then I end up saying something dumb, or I just don't look happy. And sometimes everything goes perfectly but I fail to escalate the situation. I end up wondering, why is it so hard to find any kind of acceptance? I am a software automation engineer. I put everything I know about confidence to work at a job interview recently, I made them nervous, and then they gave me the job 20 minutes after I left, so I am a capable man with a genuine future, but I'm not enjoying my life. I go out and do photography and videography, but I can't seem to really care about it beyond using it as a distraction from the isolation I feel. I show people my art and they say kind words, it turns out people think I'm very talented, but in the process nothing happened to break the feeling of isolation. Except that now I go to an artist's meetup once a month, and it is basically the best day of my whole month because I can just chill and talk with people as if we were friends like that all month round, but we're not. It's a feeling that eats away at me slowly. I was wondering if you could draw any parallels to your own experience, and offer some advice? Cheers." Well Mr. Anonymous thanks for the donation and topic. In a way my experiences are opposite to yours. I spent half my teens, all of my twenties and half my thirties in relationships all the time so I have no idea what it was like to feel that sense of isolation in those years. I remember how crazy isolated I felt in high school and luckily for me girls found me and chased me and I had two or three girlfriends a year. But now in my late thirties I'm starting to feel more isolated because many of my old friends are married and in long-term relationships or most of the friends I had with my ex girlfriend went with her. So I'm doing productive things that make me somewhat happy and take my mind off of relationships and what I'm not getting.

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