barely resting atop the water's surface. My ego lies below, in the depths. I dare not fall in and reconnect with myself. I hop from one lily pad to the next, staving off reality as best I can. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpfLSXKHRG8
Exulansic's Channel:
https://odysee.com/@Exulansic:d
Exulansic's GETTR:
https://www.gettr.com/user/exulansic
James Linehan's Original Video:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCSFBXRPJuXdKxgfoaIr3mTg
Dalea Rundblad's YouTube Channel:
https://www.youtube.com/c/DaleaRundblad
Medical Studies Cited:
https://journals.lww.com/intjgynpathology/Abstract/1991/04000/The_Androgen_Insensitivity_Syndrome__Testicular.2.aspx
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6480640/
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZhfCTp1boM
This video talks about brainwashing of mentally ill people through the medium of music. Specifically, I talk about a band called Black Dresses, but there are more. Black Dresses is a band that is composed of Devi and Rook, two 30 year old trans identified men who sing about being girls, trauma, mental illness, and narcissism.
Black Dresses Music:
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/
This video is meant to shed light on these issues, nothing more.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0Ws09ge_Qk
I recommend 2x speed if you're able to understand me still.
0:00 laying down, vertigo, 6:23am haven't slept, neuroses
1:29 obsessive thought loop transition / detransition, affirmative model, truth about gender therapists
5:28 transitioned for dysphoria, vitiligo / autoimmune, hairy, laser hair removal
9:15 some thoughts of mine, not showering, amazon groceries, not detransitioning, become a monk
19:51 doubting transition, suffering, r/detrans, MtFtM, having kids, adoption
30:33 was going to marry someone, bad relationship, detransition
40:41 feelin' good, easily influenced on computer, wearing girl's clothes in high school, gay
45:16 i guess i don't wanna detrans, gender, clothes, family connections & personalities, jealousy
1:03:50 i love being trans, fertility, hallucinations, relationships, bpd
1:19:50 betrayal and bpd, ramble, gay
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCqs0j76Afs