in a serious note, please take care of yourself and take a rest when you need it, my dearest oshi~ source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOzrFurFDt4&t=7666s art student's channel: https://www.youtube.com/@HanaMacchia don't scroll down if you don't want to see my confession ...two years ago, i admitted myself to a health institution. it was roughly after i found her stream by accident that i started wanting to improve my condition, let's just say that i was at a dire state at that moment, having a hard time to deal with things. now i can articulate my feelings freely; either it be lonely, sad, or just happy. despite the usual hiccups of me breaking down from time to time due to the relapse, the motivation of wanting to watch her stream is enough for me to push myself to see another day. more importantly, i don't even considering of committing suicide anymore. yeah, when i said that i owe her a life, i mean it. i'm happy when she's happy, i'm proud of her when she's being honest with herself. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IY_8eZEW3LY

...i came- source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKfy_TqFqO4&t=15263s resident hand man: https://www.youtube.com/@UCWmLoGhGq7zExhRdlqV8MbQ ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCdDPMvBPU8

as a torb main, this is wonderful~ source: https://www.youtube.com/live/1shfl1cUUik?feature=share&t=3291 ow2 streamer's channel: https://www.youtube.com/@cokundayo ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbhevWLFdSc

seriously, my staffs was really angry at me for being late. totally worth it lmao our captain's channel and stream source: https://t.co/LN5xVcWMkx https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKHGh3U7kUk&t=23620s ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZ7aXu4XT8I