If no kingdom is divided? heaven and hell... angels and demons... what are the names of the dualistic beings???

do I focus on the collective. or do I focus on a path at all. anything that is something and not nothing is something and definitely not nothing... we are something or are we nothing? is life meaningful or meaningless? don't go against yourself... you do it all the time... I forget. I fear I may have dementia. but not sure. is it short or long term. I don't know. I'm low. deep inside the rabbit hole. ? ?. or some call this the mirror. what do you do when the image in the mirror has a better life than you? rich, Beautiful and free... what if we are the ones trapped in the mirror??? what if the other side of the mirror is true reality? what if we live a lie and mirrored image of the Gemini truth... ♊?????