so, uh you may be wondering why this is text to speech. but in the end, its because it's words i cant say myself, with out emotion bursting. Dear Friend, Whom I wont name. as days go by, I miss and miss you more. I have become empty, and really lonely recently. well, not recently, After when we stopped talking. i really do apologize, for being a self-asorbed dick. i do miss you I will say. I loved you as a friend, and you where my best friend. you where there when I joked around, despite me being awkward with friends. You made my school day afternoons fun. even if i wasn't in the best moods. You managed to make me crack up. Lately, I've have been wanting to end it. I know this seems clingy but, You where a good friend, and my only friend. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hO5t7TNmRA

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling And every time we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause every time we touch, I feel the static And every time we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I cry The good and the bad times we've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling And every time we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause every time we touch, I feel the static And every time we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go Want you in my life Fuck ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9hz_76I8lY