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Oof, had to reupload Turns out I haven't released anything in the last 7 months. I just achieved a month of sobriety, and it turns out that that really helps in being productive! Hope you enjoy, had to get creative with the footage since I couldn't go outside due to current events. Hope you enjoy! Also, I'm really not happy with how the vocals turned out, I redid them once, but I am not at all that experienced with the vocal techniques I used in this song. Yes, its still pitchy, cringe, and some of the mixing is off. I would just take this down, but I doubt anyone is going to watch this anyway so Links and stuff Check out my album! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gAZifE9PhY Download for free: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1iRR2dVEtWPprV5UVs8tt2Lg8J-9UWu37 If you'd like to support me, you may pay a dollar or more to buy the album here: https://joshuaresermusic.bandcamp.com... Like my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/JoshReserMusic/ Follow me on twitch where I stream live: https://www.twitch.tv/tehannihilaterer Support me on patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JoshReserMusic Lyrics: Never thought I’d do it on my own With my thoughts I’m feeling so alone Drifting deep, I really did it now It’s hard to think, I slowly lose control I fall too deep into an empty dream Time slips by and i don’t even mind I’ve been lost in errant eb and flow Though I am still, I’m drifting to and fro This is why I choose to be at home No one’s here to make me feel alone I’ll take a hit to sleep the day away I’ll neglect to even check my phone And do I wonder why you bother call me friend You put me off, it always all depends Though It breaks my heart I’d rather be so numb That when it hurts, I’m happy playing dumb And It feels like a dream When I believe every lie I tell I won’t speak, I’ll slowly drift away disregard, you’ll never even tell ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bwYMWf-Sv4