So i have been gone for quite a while. Covid happened and while that itself didn't really personally affect me because i work and retail and thus still had to go to work as per usual, i still had a bad year. My depression has gotten really bad to where i don't want to much at all besides function on my basics. I made some revelations in my therapy that im still recovering from. They shattered my entire world view and im still in the toxic environment so it doesn't helped. There is stuff im not able to process right now probably because of being in the toxic environment still. And i am trying to get out of it, im saving up money to get my own place with my friend and get out of it, it just, take allot of time and so i have to stay in that environment until i have saved up enough money. But yeah my depression stopped me from operating at my hobbies, so no videos. I have been barely even listening to kpop. I know i say barely and there is still 42 songs on here, but thats MY barely. I paid allot more attention to kpop and the whole kpop spectrum, but i haven't had the energy to do that for the past few months, so i didn't. Am i back to making videos again, i dont know, maybe sometimes, but dont expect them every month, cause this vide came out of me at 1am and i simply tried to ride that tiny wave of motivation and thus made this video. I dont know when i will put more videos out, or if i even will. Anyway thats my explanation, and im sorry I've been gone with no word, though i dont think really anyone will read this, no like i have allot of followers anyway. But i thought i would say something to the few that actually did follow me. I thank you for your support, and i will try to continue to put out more content at some point. *Disclaimer: I do not own the pictures/videos/music shown in this video, all rights go to the respective owner.* ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KfoDSJRk0o