6:39-6:52 (Short audio cut off, the rest of the audio works, think I will get a new headset lol) In this video I tell you this ''Love life, not gong to waste it thinking negatively all the time. Yeah I may not be the healthiest chap in the world but least I'm embracing all of my problems mental plus physical combined, no one said life isn't going to be easy, its meant to be hard and unkind at times, life is like a maze for most people, a puzzle, a game. I am going to live my life like one big game and I am going to beat it. I will get surgery, after it I will be able to ride a fucking bike and walk , power walk/jog without feeling breathless, the list goes on but not even going to go there anymore, complaining does fuck all. Just be grateful what you have, Im just grateful that I am alive and have friends. I am grateful that I get food on my plate. We're all bloody lucky , anyone who has the internet is extremely lucky.We take things for granted. Those positive thoughts I get, by thinking about after surgery makes me feel better, scary but worth it in the end. If I can beat this game of life then we all can. Anyone who is struggling right now, whatever it is, no matter how small or big it is, its a problem/problems and they can be fixed , it isn't impossible. Whoever glances upon this, goodluck, stay strong, persist and endure, you will be rewarded in the end. Life is a gift, its too short to make a bloody waste of it. So good night all and sleep well. I am off''' I basically say this and I posted this on my Facebook lastnight. hoping it'll give someone a boost somehow. I also talk about and ramble on that people just dislike my videos, just like that, really irritating but I won't let that get the better of me and I'll just disable the liking feature because people just tend to abuse it. Its stupid, why subscribe to my channel only to just dislike it? lol fucking stupid as hell, that's the only thing that irritates me ;S GTFO Lol! ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnxQIJozNVI

My videos can be a lot better, especially in terms with audio quality. I have got a head-set, which has a mic! so hopefully you guys will be able to hear me better and secondly, I am waiting for a converter plug in thing so I'd be able to use my headset properly. I will promise you one thing my videos will and must be better in the future Also In this video I explain how I feel right now and that I am not feeling so good, feeling ill once more. Sorry for the rubbish videos ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmg1W2Iek44